Steve it's OK to feel the way you do, and yeah, it's smart to try to figure out why. But you are a super person--and I'm not just talking about the fact that you're a fabulous programmer with a great eye for UI. You're an interesting person too, intelligent, funny and perceptive. You were always kind and patient and helpful with me right from the start, when I was almost painfully shy and horribly intimidated by everyone at VoyagerU. You've got a lot of friends who care about you, including Michael and me.